Some thoughts about recovery. * Take what you like and leave the rest.
One night, I was by myself, weary, and exhausted. I was in the middle of doing allot of traveling, I was not with friends and family. I had flown home for the evening, but it seemed like nobody noticed. They were used to me being gone.
It was after 9 PM, and I started arguing with my God.
“I’m working hard. I’m lonely. Does anyone care? You’ve told me to tell You what I need, and tonight, God, I particularly need the presence of male energy, I need someone I can trust to care about me in a nonsexual way. I need to be held."
I laid down on the couch and closed my eyes.
The telephone rang minutes later. It was a former colleague who had since become my friend. “Hey, kid,” he said. “You sound really tired and needy. Stay right where you are. I’m going to drive out and give you a foot-rub. It sounds exactly like what you need.”
Half an hour later, he knocked on my door. He brought a small bottle of oil with him, and gently massaged my feet, gave me a hug, told me how much he cared about me, then left.
It is safe to trust God.
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