Bill Says: (A Blog About Recovery)
Some thoughts about recovery. * Take what you like and leave the rest.
Sunday, January 04, 2015
FEAR:
One day, I decided to try something new.
I took my ten-year-old son out on the St.
Croix River on a Waverunner. A
Waverunner is a small boating vehicle
resembling a motorcycle.
We donned life jackets and embarked on
an experience that turned out to be both
exhilarating and frightening: exhilarating
when I let myself enjoy it; frightening
when I thought too much about what I
was doing and all the terrible things that
could happen.
Midway through our ride, my worst fear
came true. We took a spill. We were
floundering in thirty feet of water. The
Waverunner was bobbing on the waves in
front of me, like a motorized turtle on its
back.
“Don’t panic,” my son said calmly.
“What if we drown?” I objected.
“We can’t,” he said. “We have life jackets
on. See! We’re floating.”
“The machine is upside down,” I said.
“How are we going to turn it over?”
“Just like the man said,” my son answered.
“The arrow points this way.”
With an easy gesture, we turned the
machine right-side up.
“What if we can’t climb back on?” I asked.
“We can,” my son replied. “That’s what
Waverunners were made for: climbing on
in the water.”
I relaxed and as we drove off, I wondered
why I had become so frightened. I
thought maybe it’s because once I almost
drowned when I wasn’t wearing a life
jacket.
But you didn’t drown then either, a small
voice inside reassured me. You survived.
Don’t panic.
Problems were made to be solved. Life
was made to be lived. Although
sometimes we may be in over our heads
– yes, we may even go under for a few
moments and gulp a few mouthfuls of
water, we won’t drown. We’re wearing
– and always have been wearing – a life
jacket. That support jacket is called “God”.
Web Stores:
eCrater -
http://wrhmcp.ecrater.com/
Police Registry -
http://www.wrhmcp.com
Atomic Mall -
http://www.atomicmall.com/wrhmcp
Amazon -
http://www.amazon.com/shops/wrhmcp
Bonanza -
http://www.bonanza.com/booths/wrhmcp
eBay -
http://www.ebay.com/
No comments:
Post a Comment
Newer Post
Older Post
Home
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
About Me
WRH
Semi-Retired
View my complete profile
No comments:
Post a Comment